A View from Russia: What’s at stake in a post-Trump America

The day the first wave of protests broke on January 23, my boyfriend and I had to stay in. I had a haircut appointment made in the late afternoon, but the entire area around Pushkinskaya was blocked off to traffic. Later, I needed to get some beef and spices for tacos—a first for my Russian boyfriend—at the store. He refused to let me go alone—just in case. A couple weeks later, my boyfriend wouldn’t answer his phone after a night out with his friends. I wasn’t quite sure of the protest activity planned for that day, but I was panicked, convinced he’d somehow gotten tangled up with some meanderings protesters and been subsequently arrested. See, protests are different here. There’s a real threat of arrest, of the kinds of consequences that seem for many Americans to be relegated to the world of spy movies—and I don’t just mean rubber bullets and tear gas. In fact, when the first wave broke,...
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Dating in Russia Part 2: Falling Out of Love with a Russian Man

The end of my relationship began with a coat. Yes—a coat. "What's that?" His brows furrowed, he stood, intensely scrutinizing something resting a little ways up my butt on the back of my winter jacket. "What's what?" Making a futile attempt to turn my head a full 180 degrees, while simultaneously grabbing at my coat, I tried to discern what he was talking about. Finally, after furrowing my own brows, a circular stain began to appear. "Oh that. I don't know. Some stain." I was ready to move on—he wasn't. Thus began one of the biggest fights of my entire year and a half long relationship: the oil stain on the back of my winter coat. I met this man (let's get stereotypical and call him Vlad) in 2017, a little more than a year after I first moved to Russia. Oddly enough, even though, at this point I had lived in Russia for over two years, not counting the...
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Online Dating in Russia | Love in a Foreign Country Part 1

There she was. Glistening underneath the fluorescent lights of the bar, she sat, waiting…for something. And then, he approached. In his red velour tracksuit. Kneeling casually against the bar he asked the girl with the glistening hair, “Hi. What’s your name?” And the rest? Well, as they say, the rest was history. This is how I, the romantic, imagines in my head, the first meeting between my friend Nikolai* and his now-wife Maria*. In reality, I’m positive he was not wearing one of those ridiculous track suits, and she was actually not sitting at the bar alone, but rather waiting for her friend to arrive. Regardless, he worked up the nerve to talk to her, and the result was a meet-cute for the 21st century that would culminate in a beautiful wedding ceremony a few years later. When I think of Russian romances, I always think of their relationship. Although, to be honest, I would say it’s a bit atypical for Russia:...
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The Russian Marshrutka: The State versus the Citizen

The Moscow Metro is an undisputed marvel, one of the greatest transportation systems ever created. I would wager it’s quite possibly the only public transportation system to be classified as a tourist attraction. Just have a look in any reputable tour guide. On any given day, you’ll find tourist groups from around the world standing in line to rub the lucky foot of the bronze dogs that decorate the walls of “Ploshchad’ Revolyutsii” or eager visitors taking photos of the elaborate mosaic portraits that line the ceiling of “Mayakovskaya”. But, just as Moscow is not at all indicative of the rest of Russia, the Moscow metro is far from the standard of public transportation for the rest of the country. In most areas, “marshrutkas” are the primary mode of public transport. These are not buses, at least not the ones you might picture driving along the streets of Chicago. “Marshrutkas” look like getaway vans with extra seats bolted in the back....
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A Missed Train and Some Good Old-Fashioned Kindness

It was around October I believe. All current research Fulbrighters had been summoned to Moscow for a two-day meeting with the program advisers to go over additional information about the fellowship, as well as answer any questions and address any problems, etc. It was supposed to be a quick, easy, trip. It turned out to be the night I really wish I learned how to use maps better. Nizhny is located to the east of Moscow, about four hours if you take the Sapsan or “express” train.  All other trains take about eight hours or so, with many running overnight. I naturally had booked tickets on the Sapsan, due to depart that day after my Russian lesson at the university. I packed my suitcase for the weekend, headed to my Russian lesson, and asked my tutor which bus to take. Should be simple enough, I thought. There was a bus station right next to the university. I just had to get...
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A Foreigner’s Lament Part 1: Paper, Food, Sheets, and Slippers

“Isn’t Russia dangerous?” “But the politics are terrible!” “Don’t they dislike Americans?” “But isn’t it really cold?” These are the primary concerns expressed whenever I tell Americans that I live in Russia, what Americans assume must be the biggest sticking points among the vast array of differences that exist between the two countries. With regard to the fourth, “Hello, I’m from Chicago.” The third is patently false, and the first is irrelevant to me, given the fact that I don’t get involved in the second.  I’ve never been a particularly politically-minded sort (I do note the irony given where I work). I have always preferred volunteering over protesting, and I have been given wonderful opportunities to do just that in Moscow. In fact, the government and politics are far from being the main source of my annoyances about life in Russia. What bothers me most are those little quirks that you inevitably encounter in your everyday life as a result of cultural differences. The Paper...
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Russians: Embracing Brutal Honesty

“Uh, oh.” I looked down at the paper tickets in my hand. Two of my best friends, Renae and Allison, had traveled to Moscow to visit me. It was April, and we were standing outside in the chill, attempting to visit the inside of the Moscow Kremlin. I wanted to purchase tickets to tour the inside of the Armory but had translated wrong and purchased tickets for all the churches instead.  “Can we change them?” Allison asked, jumping a little up and down in an effort to keep warm. “Um,” I hesitated. “We can try! But I’m afraid they’ll make us just purchase new ones.” I knew this was not what Allison wanted to hear. The trip from Chicago to Russia had not been cheap, and she was on a strict budget.  We made our way back to the glass ticket kiosk, and I attempted to explain the situation to the woman at the counter in Russian. “I’m sorry, it’s my fault. I...
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Gender in Russia Part 1: Women in the Workplace

When Liliya walked into a room, she instantly commanded it, with her high heels, pencil skirt and wrinkle-free blouse, the perfectly arranged bun on the top of her head. Whether speaking in English or Russian, she had a near-tangible air of confidence. No hesitation. No faltering. Liliya was the Deputy Dean of the Faculty for International Students at Lobachevsky University in Nizhny Novgorod. Make no mistake, she instantly left an impression, albeit a slightly scary one. When I arrived at the university in Nizhni Novgorod for my Fulbright, she was the first person I met. There I found myself, sitting across from a real, live Russian woman in power. And she was not what I expected. I have always been a bit conflicted about gender in Russia; it makes sense in some aspects, and, in others, not at all. I would say that my priorities and wishes often differ from that of the stereotypical “Russian” woman. When I was six or seven,...
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A Turkey Tale in Nizhny

By far the largest holiday celebrated in Russia is New Year on January 1st. While Christmas used to be a widely celebrated holiday with many festivities reminiscent of those found in the west, following the Bolsheviks’ rise to power and the newly instated state policy of atheism, religious celebrations associated with the holiday were strongly discouraged from 1917-1936. In 1935, many of Russia’s old Christmas traditions were co-opted for New Year’s celebrations. Now, for two weeks in January, Russians around the country stuff their bellies, exchange presents, dance, throw parties and—stay drunk. In my experience, no one can party quite like a Russian. Unfortunately, I have never actually experienced a Russian New Year. I was technically in the country one New Year’s Eve during my Fulbright, after flying into Moscow following a trip home for Christmas. Not wanting to spend another 4 hours on a train back to Nizhny after 15 hours on a plane, I had booked a hotel in...
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The Day I Got Punched in the Face

I’ve never been in a fight. Jesse Coffey “accidentally” hit me in the face when I was in kindergarten or first grade while playing tag.  I couldn’t explain to my mother how that exactly happened, but I remember that it hurt. The entire left side of my face below my eye turned red and swelled up for about two weeks. But, until 2017, that had been the extent of my experience with fisticuffs.  When I moved to Moscow, I really struggled to make new friends. It is  always difficult building a life after graduating from college, especially if you’re in a new city and essentially starting from zero. It’s even more difficult in a foreign land—even more so in Russia. While in recent years there’s been a growth in the use of internet resources and other mobile applications for dating, meeting people and making new friends, most of the Russians I initially met either spent their free time exlusively with the...
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